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Report · 9:43pm

haha, i'm excited for it

but my parents wont like it

Report · 9:43pm

yeah well

...that's how it is

Report · 9:44pm

haha yeah, i told my mom last fall i was thinking about getting a tattoo and she didn't even look at me and she teared up a little bit and said i should do that to my body

so i'm a little nervous

Report · 9:45pm

*should do that

?

i think you mean *shouldn't

Report · 9:45pm

haha yes.

good catch

Report · 9:46pm

yeah but how long can we feel guilty for what our parents do and don't believe

Report · 9:47pm

well said

Report · 9:48pm

Lars and I have been talking about that lately

Report · 9:48pm

haha, bad influence?

ha

Report · 9:48pm

no

ha

we have been talking about it

he hasn't been preaching about it

Report · 9:49pm

oh ha ok

Report · 9:51pm

we talked about family and how the bonds between blood take too much of a precedent over how we make our decisions and live our lives

Report · 9:51pm

i've never thought about that

but that makes complete sense to me

Report · 9:53pm

he thinks that we follow this dynamic because that's how it's been for centuries but in all actuality we owe our families nothing because we were born into these bonds

Report · 9:54pm

hmmm, idk if i agree with owing our families nothing

but i get what he's sayin

Report · 9:54pm

mmmm

it's all relative

Report · 9:55pm

right

Report · 9:55pm

I think that we owe our families something

but not our free will

Report · 9:55pm

yeah

i agree with that

Report · 9:56pm

If we owed our families that than everyone would always be a product of how they were raised

Report · 9:56pm

definitely

i hear THAT

Report · 9:57pm

well, so where does it end?

Report · 9:57pm

megan you know i don't know the answer to that

Report · 9:57pm

neither do I

that's the beauty of it

Report · 9:58pm

haha

i se

see*

Report · 10:00pm

the beauty is in the discovery of the question and the knowledge that no matter how many times you repeatedly answer it there are always more questions and more explorations to make

Report · 10:01pm

and how questions like that kind of just make you sit down and go blank

Report · 10:03pm

not actually blank but like only think about that question trying to come up with an answer

Report · 10:05pm

yes sir

I'm an addict

Report · 10:07pm

intervention?

Report · 10:07pm

ahhhh nothing can stop it

and I would never ask for such a blissful existence

Finding a mind is easier than finding a brain.

This last week was pretty weird and that is one of the reasons why this post is so darn late. I'm sorry to all of you that had to do two comments when I didn't have my post up. So just to start off I want to take a look at my drawing/picture because this is what I believe to be one out of only two drawings that I produced last week. I like drawing the hands because I don't get so stressed out about the proportions and how they move etc. This picture however could have been a great deal better because the lines are really thick when they shouldn't be and the contour lines really don't add up as well as they should but I am working on both of those things. This week we worked on our manikins and on hand drawings, and I think that thus far working on hands is a lot more enjoyable for me. Not only because I am fascinated with hands but also because of the way that we have been able to work and how we can do the manikin hands or the model's hand or the clay. It's a bummer though that I feel as if I'm starting to improve and now we are really getting down to the last couple weeks of class. I'm so nervous to be out of school because I really do think that I'm going to lose a lot of the hard earned progress and that scares me. I suppose that we will see whether or not that is true when we all show up next year. I wish I could be in school all year round but unfortunately I don't have enough money to do so. I hope that all of you have been having a wonderful week and that I see you all in class on Wednesday before we get a little bit of a break.