You spread your wings.

This week has been something interesting and frustrating and somewhat unproductive and productive... Yeah, if that makes any sense to you I will be surprised because lately everything has been really jumbled. In life drawing this week we worked on drawing noses, ears, and lips and I feel as if when I actually take a look at my drawings they are significantly worse than I had originally believed them to be. It’s a bummer that its almost finals week and I feel as if I haven’t improved at all in my drawings but the good thing is that I feel as if I have gotten a further appreciation for life drawing and how difficult it actually is. Also, I realized that when we study the individual body parts and how they fit into the body I become more and more aware of these parts and I look for them in people as well as through pictures. I was actually sitting here typing and I leaned over to a friend of mine and showed him how I actually found a bunch of pictures of lips and eyes and put them into a folder on my computer. I have a long way to go with my drawing abilities as well as in adjusting the way that I see things in order to really make any changes and so I feel that I will be doing that a great deal this summer if I can help it. Okay, so anyways… I think that I have said something like this before but I think that the structure under the surface is what makes me so uneasy when I draw. I hate the fact that I’m rambling but if you ever really talk to me you’ll see that’s how I am on a normal basis. As far as the title of my blog goes, all of them really have to do with things that I am thinking about in my practice and throughout my life…. This week is more of a commentary on relationships and the fact that we are all capable of growth both with and without them.